再一次生死搏斗

凌晨时分， 那可怕的感觉又来了... 痛得我入心入肺....

最近病发得蛮频密的...每次都在半夜发生...像个定时闹钟一样...一到凌晨就会痛...痛的位置从前半部延伸至背后...虽然老公在身边，但还是感到很无助...因为没人能将它停止..它就像松了铁链的狼狗，咬得我满身是伤..

和上次病发比起来，这次我棒多了...至少我没有流下珍珠般一颗一颗的眼泪...没有像第一次病发那样吵着老公送我进医院...我默默的忍着痛，只希望它能早点过去...

过了2-3小时，痛楚终于停止了.... 疲惫的身躯有如刚打了场战回来一样...双脚无力...

很糟的一天

心想：＂这样气下去真的会动胎气的.....＂

可是我控制不了，不被人理解的那种感受很伤....

在公司已经够受气的了，一直不能平抚的我，为什么还要听这些废话？ 难道就没有别的了吗？

我很想大声呐喊，把心里的那口怨气喊出来！我很想自己驾着车到处游荡，把烦恼全都置之度外！我很想大哭，让伤心全都流出体外！

画皮

最近到Setia Alam（我家啦）看了这部电影...

因为之前我爸禁止我到戏院看，说动作鬼怪片会影响胎儿，没想到这电影竟然非动作片或鬼怪片也！！可以说是有点闷的爱情悲剧～～

说它不好看，也不～说它吸引人，也不～

故事是说，他出征时把小她带回家并收养～他老婆慢慢发现小她是只妖，就找了一男一女来查明真相并加以铲除～结果小她非但不怕，还立志要取代他老婆的位置，怎知不管小她耍了什么妖法，他最终都对他老婆从一而终....

看了我的故事简介，是不是觉得很普通的一部片子... 但有一点你不可不知，我对他最后对小她说的那句话非常有意见：＂我爱你，可是我已经有老婆了...＂ ？？啊？？说他从一而终，也并不完全啊～～～

Oh...LTNS!!

Its been..... almost 4 months... cant imagine i can abandon this bloggy space for such a long time..

But anyway... my life has totally changed since 4 months ago.. we got our 1st baby.. almost 19 weeks now...whooohoo....

He/She is quite a active little one... i can see him/her moving actively in there everytime i go for check up.. love it... hehe...

but since i pregnant... life not only dramatically but... turn to a tough one also.. not only the morning sickness.. but the unstoppable gastric and GALLSTONES found! Damn!! Made me so suffer and confused all the time..cant really enjoy the pregnancy even though i've reach the so-called "honeymoon stage - 2nd trimester"!

But i will forget all those pain when my saw my husband talking to my belly, listen if he/she making any sound inside there.. he really loves and dotes both of us very very much.. and we love him the same..

Phuket - That's it!!

Part 1 - On the way

Part 2 - Woraburi Resort and Spa, Karon Beach

Part 3 - Karon Beach

Dubai - Next Home?

Cant imagine...Dubai would be my second "Home"...?

I wish...i dun wish...lotz of confusion here...lotz of issue need to be considered...

1st i tot singapore only...now dubai somemore..gettin further...cant imagine how the like would be...

i really can be full time housewife? taking care of my child without him at side?or .... wat..?

Is it really worthy to sacrified so many things because of $? Just like wat i said...we've been suffer as "middle-poor" + "card-debtor" for too long...money too important..why not we juz... earn as much as we can before 40?

White Feva

Dunno why...dunno since when....i like white....(for those who dunno me...let me tell you...usually i like black)

i love to "purchase" , white bags, white shoes, white earings, white necklace, white bra, white panties...all WHITE...

recently..i found 3 white bags again...and plan for white shoes soon...